30.) And finally: Write a letter to your character, from yourself.
I’m… not really sure what I could say to you at this point that you’d really want to hear. I’m not going to say sorry for all the shit I do to you, because you know as well as I do that I don’t fucking mean it. To be honest, you kind of deserve it…not all of it but… I mean, let’s face it, you’re kind of awful (okay, not kind of, really awful, super awful, you’re actually fucking terrible), and I wouldn’t have it any other way. You’re all the worst parts of me mashed together and set to an extreme that somehow worked all these years and, well, I’m strangely proud of how far you’ve gotten and how much you’ve developed from that original idea, and I look forward to seeing how you’ll continue to surprise me. I loved watching you live and I love writing your story and hopefully we’ll continue being awful together for many more years to come. :’)
Thank you for showing me all the dark little parts in your head and thank you for helping me get out of mine. Writing you has been a delight - not life-changing, but definitely something close. I love you, Red <3 Don’t get into too much trouble now, ya hear? And try not to die too often. There’s a lot more I should probably tell you but, hehe, let’s save it for another day. I’ll see you around. ;)